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"hello there (: i missed you and i hope you're doing alright. (: thanks for being such an awesome friend. that blog post was really special to me." -Sharms

OMG. How can your heart not melt at such a precious message from sharms. Or from anyone for that matter. Aww babe. I miss you so much god knows. No one can miss you more than me ):

Ugh. Why must school tear us apart. I swear I never treasured being able to see you guys everyday. And now that privilege has been robbed of me. I needa kill something/someone. How about my lungs? Yeah that sounds good. A few sticks'll do the trick. Okay I won't. But yeah.
Please. If we drift, I'll be so fking devastated who knows what I'll do.

I love you sharmaine sie shao ming.

I love you vani swarupa. m.

Always have, always will.

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We sure as hell are a bunch of freaky fun friends forced to fly off to freaking far away places.

(alliteration, mrs dahlliwahl will be so proud that I can alliterate, but maybe not so happy that I never knew how to spell her name.)

But we still love each other's lovable asses nonetheless.

I know I can speak for myself when I say that.

It's this that got us through.

And it's this that's gonna get us through once again.

Ily, Imy, Iny, I'll never forget you.

Vani

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On another note. You guys out there, better be thankful that I'm doing this. It's full of my unglams. Fat arms, fat fat arms. Small eyes, unglam shots. Hahahaha. Drunk shots. *ahem* Almost drunk shots. And my boyfriend practically reads my blog everyday. *ahem (; *

So yes. ANN. SHARMS. VANI. Better love me loads for this (;

Sorry but I think I'll love my bf more. Hahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha. -Jon don't blush and be too happy yet (:

Anyway babes. Sorry for not updating you guys. Guess this is just comic relief. Cos i sure as hell am in need of one. And my way of updating you guys. I'll always love you guys. You guys are my first love (;

Hugs and kisses to all. Yes sharms. I'll kiss you on the lips. MUACKS ;D

LOVEEE, DEBORAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Forget me, and die.

Ps; Vani my lovely babe. Don't be too sad. It's okay. Reserve doesn't = not good. They're saving the crazyly awesome babe for the last. Yknw.. (;

I know you read my blog everyday. Stalker. Hahahaha <3

Absolutely addicted to The Cab.Love, deb.

Dear Diary,

My hair smells nice.

I wonder if this post is the reason why we're where we are now.

Either, I like where we are. But it's just not practical man. Wonder how it'll work out. But I guess no harm giving us a shot right?

Love, me (:

I've a ton of holiday homework that I never knew existed. Screw balls.

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Wuthering Heights is boring me to death. If I'd earlier on read it for leisure, like jane eyre, it wouldn't have been so bad. Enjoyable even. But hell man. Jane Eyre is written similarly to Wuthering heights, simply because they are sisters who wrote them. Hence the era's is around there. But hell, Wuthering Heights is hell. I'm already lost. III Chapters into the book and I'm like "Say what..?" Good Luck with the rest of the year babe.

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And I'm learning swear words so that I won't get tricked into using them (;
KNNBCCB. (Whoops! (; )


Love Deb!

There are truths which are not for all men, nor for all times.

La vie est hérissée de ces épines, et je n'y sais d'autre remède que de cultiver son jardin.

(Life is bristling with thorns, and I know no other remedy than to cultivate one's garden. )

"Si Dieu n'existait pas, il faudrait l'inventer." Mais toute la nature nous crie qu'il existe; qu'il y a une intelligence suprême, un pouvoir immense, un ordre admirable, et tout nous instruit de notre dépendance.

("If God did not exist, He would have to be invented." But all nature cries aloud that he does exist: that there is a supreme intelligence, an immense power, an admirable order, and everything teaches us our own dependence on it. )

Un bon mot ne prouve rien. (A witty saying proves nothing. )

My personal favourite:

Qui plume a, guerre a. -To hold a pen is to be at war.

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Voltaire: Not a day goes by without our using the word optimism, coined by Voltaire against Leibniz, who had demonstrated that we live in the best of possible worlds. Voltaire, very reasonably, denied that exhorbitant opinion... Leibniz could have replied that a world which has given us Voltaire has some right to be considered the best. (credit: wikipedia)

"What we find in books is like the fire in our hearths. We fetch it from our neighbor's, we kindle it at home, we communicate it to others, and it becomes the property of all." -Voltaire

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Wow. I'm absolutely captivated by him! Okay the weirdest thing sparked off the wiki search on him: Jon and his french-ness. But yeah. Voltaire is the pen name of François-Marie Arouet. He was a writer, philosopher, playwright. And wow do I love his quotes. But what struck me most was his stand on religion! And well yeah. If you want, you can go read more about him. I have absolutely no time or i'd love to pour over his works. The Maid of Orleans etc.

Night, love! (;

Carelessly i remember
Nights i held so close to my heart
And how you kept it from falling apart
Oh your love-
So incredible,
Verily like the stars above

Carelessly i forget
How you can take my tender vital organ
And point it with words like handguns
Oh my love-
Honey you are the hunter
And i am the dove

But now all blotted into somewhere unknown and foreign
This love maybe you have forgotten.

Josiah Ho



*Cheer up dear. You know you'll make it through (:

Blogs can be so damn cheesy. But they do also offer readers a peek into the person's life? Everyday happenings. But hell those can be so boring. And not to mention painful to read, when the person's grammar is atrocious. Either way, you can have a glimpse into my inner thoughts!- Not.

Back to my homework! Price determinant. Outward shift of demand curve due to increase in demand. Upward pressure on price...

Ttyl, in the meantime, have a listen to this (;




<3 Deb (;

Wow. Proud of myself. I added my twitter widget to my blog. All by myself (:
Happy viewing >>>>>

Before the end of the first term, I'm already caught in a love tangle. Damn it! Ohwell. I guess it may be worth it after all (;

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Somehow bitching gets me through things. Wow. I've lost it. Truly have. My lovely bitching session with Hil and Val ended great when they gave him a pass! Whoo!! Hahahaha!! He seems to have gained the approval of many people! Michelle (Lim), Vani, Hilary, Valerie, omg idk who else but yeah. Natasha? Yun?
*though some people seem to be against me and him, right.., bring it to my face please (:

But yeah! So now, we'll see how things go and go and go and go and go and- shit this is so frivolous.

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Kissing people's injuries have become my new thing! I kissed my dear jeremy's cut on sunday. And with Linus, TJ, Lukas all in sports CCAs, I'm sure I'll have more injuries to kiss!! Hahahaha. I love my PLCMC- SRJC clique! Lukas got me through bitchy-shit today (; Otherwise I swear I would've ran to some toilet to cry! Lukas you better be reading this!

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Aye, headache. Screw my specs.



Night love!
Deb (;

Yknw how you always think about such awesome things to blog about?? And then when you actually get down to doing it, you totally forget what you wanted to blog about?? Omg. Yes. Blogger's block!! Hahahaha!!

I have grown to dread guys liking me. You have to deal with a lot of things. And most of the time? They all end badly. It's really quite infuriating to be honest, because why can't I ever handle things perfectly. If I could, it would save me a lot of annoyance and distress. Like seriously, most of the time, the guys turn out to be pretty good friends. But this whole thing can cause such a blow up that maintaining a friendship is near impossible. So, to hell with dealing with such things. I'll just let nature take it's course. I'm not annoyed with the guy. I just think he's dumb enough to like me. Of all girls, me. I'm annoyed with myself!

If I do fall for you in the end, and you still like me- We'll see how.
If I do fall for you in the end, and you're already over me- Too bad for me then, just gotta get over another guy again.
If I don't fall for you in the end, and you still like me- Then I'm dreadfully sorry.
If I don't fall for you in the end, and you're already over me- Good for us! Move on.

Oblivion
Would that work though?? I don't think it solves anything. So nah. I just wish I'd know how things in love work.

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Poor girl. I so saw it coming. Now I just look at her and thank the heavens I never got together with him. It's not possible that he fell for her after 2days telling me that we couldn't be together. Chances are he was toying with us both! Just pray that the next girl doesn't get tricked by him all over again. Though I don't have much faith in that happening.

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Joining dance has gotta be the best decision I've ever made in my life this year. Though the seniors seem intimidatingly scaryyy ): I still think I'll get through it (:

Love, Deb!

It's 7.45am and i'm supposed to be getting ready for school. So i wonder, why am i on the computer.

I wish sometimes people wouldn't like me. Or that i was totally unlikeable. Because then that way, no one would get hurt because of me.

17.
Music interests me.
Dance fascinates me.
Reading occupies me.
Shopping never fails to bankrupt me.

Reading- Wuthering Heights
by Emily Bronte

Listening- Cinderella
by Steven Curtis Chapman

"The power of a relationship lies with whoever cares less. But power is not happiness."
-Connor Mead

http://formspring.me/Deborahloo

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