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Thursday, May 27, 2010 @ 11:41 PM :D
Love Beyond Boundaries

Love Note DEBORAH


Neoyun;


Hey you (; Wow. It's been what, a decade almost? Since we've been like best friends. Titles don't matter. But I think it's safe to say that what we share ain't some wishy-washy-any-howy kinda friendship. Well, we've been through enough that the foundation of our friendship's really really solid. Obviously I still get annoyed with you. And likewise, you get annoyed with me. But what's the fun without the little bickering and then patching up and being awesome-rr friends than ever?! Hahahahaha. WELL. I need something from you though. Please come back in one piece laden with presents for me from Japan! Idk how I'm gonna tahan! Even Lukas misses you since you left SR. What more me!!!!!!!! SO. You betterrrr come back! Or else.. I'll cry you an ocean.

Imy, Iny, Ily!


Natasha;


Heyheyhey! Likewise, we've been best friends for almost a decade! And once again, titles don't matter but hey; we do have something pretty awesome here. Do come back in one piece stuck full with shit loads-a presents for me! Well you guys are abandoning me in this godforsakenlyhot country after all in pursuit of cooler climates! My sunburn's gonna burn even more. Thanks for your beach stuff! I'll return them to you when you get back. Omg I feel like hijacking your wardrobe while you're gone. Heeheehee!! (; I kid- Or maybe notttt.. Hmmm Hahahahaha! Just get back quick yeah? I'll see you when you get back. And I promise I won't blow you off again! And you better come back or I'll have to cry you an ocean. And if Yun doesn't, I'll have to cry 2 oceans!

Imy, Iny, Ily!



Both of you! Promise me you'll both put on your seatbelts and be good girls. No attempting to do anything you won't normally do. Don't find your soulmate in NY (Nats) and Tokyo/Osaka (Yun) and end up never coming back. I'm not flying to NY and Japan for my kids to see their godmotherss! ;D And call me when you guys get back. I'll be so glad to hear your voices. Drop me a text at the very least to tell me you guys are safe back in Singapore where I can hound and stalk you!!





Anyway, I love you babes to bits. Come back to me soon pretty please <3>

xoxo; muacks Deb






PS: & I promise, by the time you guys get back, I would've ceased my whining about jon getting a gf like less than a month after I dumped him. Yes Nats, I know you're gonna say that we didn't have much to hold on to, Agreed! And yes Yun, I know you're gonna say that he's moved on, and that I should too. I have! Just not using another guy (e.g. Rayson)





Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 11:08 PM :D

Reading LGMH or GMH is so freaking depressing. I'd honestly rather read FML and laugh at them. You read all these and then you begin to wonder, why the hell do they get all these seemingly wonderful guys and I don't. This isn't fair. Cliche- Life isn't fair.

No one stopped me from killing myself.
No one saved me when I killed myself.
No one is my best friend whom I can possibly marry.
No one has ever done anything for me and get killed in the process, and later I realise he loves me.
No one has raped my mom and has to have my dad step in 22years ago when she was 16 and he, 18.

.... Dumb sounding? They've all appeared in LGMH's top best picks of the year.
I honestly don't get it. Why do people need to share with the world how awesome their guy/girl is. Yes we get it. Love gives you hope. Well but this very website has caused me to once again, think whether love is tangible and in the first place, possible. All these things make me wonder if love does exist. If it does why does it seem to hit only these people. It makes it seem like fairy tale wonder. Makes me doubt love all the more.





@ 10:41 AM :D
Cloud Gate: Wind Shadow

Wind Shadow LIN Hwai-min
I attended the performance Wind Shadow, by Cloud Gate yesterday night. Cloud Gate is a world renowned dance company which features LIN Hwai-min as their choreographer and founder. Despite many setbacks such as a burnt down studio, they have succeeded in bringing crowds to their feet (as Yun demonstrated) after breath taking performances.



However I was sorely disappointed with their performance yesterday. Much of the disappointment was contributed by the fact that I was looking forward to a dance performance rather than one relating to visual art. They focused largely on how shadows can be created by angling of lighting and the mimicry of other dancers depicting themselves as shadows rather than display an actual dance piece.




However what caught my eye was the fact that they did not really have music. It was more of sounds accompanying the dancers as the moved. Music, in dance, is not only to accompany and beautify a dance piece. It also assist the dancers in keeping in time with each other. However despite the absence of continuous music, the dancers were able to keep in time with each other, and bring out the full meaning of how a shadow copies the human's movements in silence. The movements of the shadows were accurately in sync with that of the human's and they moved with such fluidity. This was particularly noticeable in the scene where the human's walked and moved forward, dragging their shadows behind them.





Perhaps LIN Hwai-min was trying to convey the idea of shadows as proof of who we are and what we've done. The shadows are a direct copy of the human's actions, hence as it is in life, our shadows are the proof of what we have done or where we have been. It follows us wherever we go and they remind us that we are indeed a walking, living person. However, when the shadows become interchangeable with the human's, we begin to wonder if shadows will strictly stick to their role of mimicking the human's movements, or do our shadows tell a different story, a different take on the decisions, actions and events in the lives of the humans. Perhaps shadows begin to take over us, consuming us where we end up mimicking them rather than they mimic us. They do not imitate us as they used to. They begin to alter their movements, and explore the boundaries, pushing pass simply imitating our actions and creating their own.




In the scene where shots of fire, silhouettes and sceneries are screened on white flags, we hear sounds of a baby's gurgling and later gun shots. It takes us from life to death. A baby representing life, and the explosions and gun shots representing death. Perhaps the billowing flags and wind signify passing in time, from a baby's infancy to premature death by gunfire in perhaps a war. Thus we can see how the viciousness of the world has consumed us and as the shadows appear to dance together, we see how all that is left of us humans are the shadows that we have left behind in our lives. The black snow that falls at the end, growing stronger at climaxing points in the music imply that the shadows are soon coming to an end, as is winter the end of a full season. Hence follows the black hole that sucks up everything.


The imagery displayed is that eventually nothing will be left. When we are born, when we die, the shadows that accompany us will one day be sucked up and disappear. Despite everything we do in life, the different marks we imprint in the society, eventually it will all come to naught and we will be left with the darkness that we began with.

Review by Deborah





Saturday, May 15, 2010 @ 12:04 AM :D


Jealousy and I really don't gel.

I swear. It's like one minute I'm totally heck-ish. And the next, seeing/finding out something, can freaking catapult me into some insane fml-what's-going-on-mood. Hate myself.


I swear being les may just work.


I think I may just be losing it. I'm coming up with the oddest ideas.

*Ignore me.


Hi Menthol, my name's Deborah. Let's be friends. Best friends (L)


But no one can replace Tiffany(L)! Sorry love, first loves stick.


Anyone out there losing their mind too over life.

Here; gimme a five.

Let's dress up and hit the streets, do some sticks, reek of alcohol.

Maybe then we'll be able to take school down and in our stride.

Or let's just focus on the hangover first.

Hmm can't decide!
Dance it off skinny bitch.







Deborah ♥


17.
Music interests me.
Dance fascinates me.
Reading occupies me.
Shopping never fails to bankrupt me.


Reading- Wuthering Heights
by Emily Bronte

Listening- Cinderella
by Steven Curtis Chapman


"The power of a relationship lies with whoever cares less. But power is not happiness."
-Connor Mead






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