I'll be honest. If I knew that that was the last time I was gonna hug you, I wouldn't have let go. Who cares who was looking. But that being said, if I knew anything was gonna be the last with you, I would've treasured it all more. And that being said, it's too late (:

And that being said I had the best New Year's hug everrrr hands down no one can ever top it (:

Everything for the past three days have been an odd whirlwind. Everything else moves slowly. But my head spins with "could be"s and "what if"s. It's been.. tolerable?

• Dance continues-
• School begins.
• Starbucks saturdays studying kicks in- whoa loving my alliteration if I may say so myself(: Hehh ~

Time to snap out of my trance and work on making every thing else work. I can't sit back and wait for my life to fall back into place.

I'm gonna try out this whole God thing again. It's about time I stopped fooling around.

Slowly

I love Sharms for getting me throughh. When everyone was gone. Ily sharmsieee <3

Hey so whaddya know, things are looking better. Maybe 2011'll be a better year.

I'll not worry about who I can have to rely on. I'll not worry about school. I'll not worry about new classmates. I'll not worry about studies (okay maybe a little, or a lot whichever works) Trust God's the plan.

I'll try?

Maybe you'll figure out that this is you. Or maybe you'll never. But I miss you whether you miss me or not. And hey that isn't so bad is it? Admitting it I mean (:

xx