Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 11:08 PM :D
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Reading LGMH or GMH is so freaking depressing. I'd honestly rather read FML and laugh at them. You read all these and then you begin to wonder, why the hell do they get all these seemingly wonderful guys and I don't. This isn't fair. Cliche- Life isn't fair.
No one stopped me from killing myself.
No one saved me when I killed myself.
No one is my best friend whom I can possibly marry.
No one has ever done anything for me and get killed in the process, and later I realise he loves me.
No one has raped my mom and has to have my dad step in 22years ago when she was 16 and he, 18.
.... Dumb sounding? They've all appeared in LGMH's top best picks of the year.
I honestly don't get it. Why do people need to share with the world how awesome their guy/girl is. Yes we get it. Love gives you hope. Well but this very website has caused me to once again, think whether love is tangible and in the first place, possible. All these things make me wonder if love does exist. If it does why does it seem to hit only these people. It makes it seem like fairy tale wonder. Makes me doubt love all the more.
